o my god...just realised i have not posted for so long...so much has happened.... firstly inter class soccer has went past...we got 3rd...again! this time coz of a stupid penalty shootout...at least our touch rugby ppl got 1st.... but i think this year for me...so far has not been going well....my relationship with my mother...is just getting worse...not to say its bad..but it's like as if she doesn't listen to what i have to say....i dunno if it's a phase or whatsoever....anyway she does have a reason to be mad at me..after all i screwed up big time in the recent exams.....the only subject i did well was literature...topped the class with 76..but screwed up big time for chemistry...i studied so hard and i kept getting distinctions for the class tests..i have no frking idea how i got 51!!!!!!!!! maybe it was the sec 1 topics..i dunno coz i hav not seen any of my papers yet..math was a screw up too....but i can't blame anyone....i knew i was goign to screw up....history was another screw up.....i could still rmbr ms feroz told me i got above 60 and i asked her "out of how much? 80? " and she nodded her head...now!!! i got 61! for history!...great...and joavan got 89!!!....sad term.. i had..english was another disappointment...from 2nd highest with goign on par with daryus last term with 71 to a lousy 63.....an its like around the average....and plus final year i did pretty well getting 3rd in class with 72....sad.sad.....to make matters even worse..i screwed up mother tongue....from 76 last term to 62.... so well my mother has the right to be mad at me.....but i still don't understand when she says..."i trusted you..." i'm like...wtf??? i tried my best....well yeah it sux....

At least 16th may was something i could be happy about.....it was exactly a week after my birthday...and there was one day i was absent from school coz my mom didn't have enough money for my allowance and expenditures...so i "ponned" school and told my parents i was sick...which i actually was... but it was not the main reason....i rmbred telling marcus lim about it...and the message spread round the class and not to forget elsewhere to like wildfire.... most of everyone finally knew how poor i was....but i tell you tt friday was one day i will never forget in my life..... it was PSE period and ms lim said she had to talk to me about something regarding some class com shit...so she pulled me out of class and she said that i was not doing anythign about the "ant" problem in the class....i really tot she was serious....then i went in and i asked her"so i'll go to the maintenace and fix the problem?" and she was like "just hand on a bit...i beliebe sudhirr j=has something to say" out of the blue everyone was saying" happy birthday to u....." and i tot it was sudhirr's birthday and i went along chanting....little did i realise...they were actually wishing me...i was like wtfffff!!!!....then jerry came out with a red packet and he said happy birthday..this is our class contribution...i was dumbfounded...s.eriously....i looked inside and i was like "thank you !!!!!' it wa 110 bucks!!!..not only did my clas contribute...but broughton..aloy and yao liang also contributed...i was seriously overwhelmed....