It's not an emo poem...but this is what i feel the world will end up as...



Earth spells Hell

And I’m walking back
Running from a wolf pack
Seeing hard shapes
Everyone’s doing for god’s sake

Knocking on your head
Stabbing wounds, won’t fade
Breathing green air
Choking fumes aren’t fair

Time that sounds eternity
Lives nothing but a certainty
The longer the wait
It lingers the straight

The Earth that lived
See that we all share
For those who lived
No one cared

Who can hate this song


get on top by rhcp..dunno why feel like posting it..it's so damn awesome!

jailbreak-thin lizzy

just came back from the esplanade play called b boyz and ballerina...quite nice...the storyline was very basic..about there's one breakdancer in the group who likes this ballerina who keeps coming there..but she doesn't like breakdance but later ends up liking it...but there's this rich guy and his club gorilla dancers who keep interfering and also lure 2 of their break dancing pals to their side and all that stuff....very basic..but the dancing was damn ncie...the rich guys...did more of rhytm stuff like what mj would do and all those more street dancing but the b boyz did breaking and the ballerina obviously ballet...but the daNCING was seriously damn nice there was one part one of the dancer from the b boyz the green person came in front of us ...daryus,regi ms lim and i and like doing his taunting lol damn funny...saw mr kooh the p.e teacher also...

well bad news lessons cancelled now coz dixie isnt free on tuesdays so cant...wah lao...!!!! hopefully can jam ....then dillon is thiking of making fun of coleman and calling the pink floyd song comfrotably numb to comfortably dumb....lol xD.....anyways im really studying the song time by pink floyd...and im really trying to do some song writing now....i need to have the talent of making rhytm....

wah didn't blog yesterday coz after trng quite late..154 take 30 mins to come.................sianz..anyway lol i just looked at my old blog...so weid...how i thought to myself last year so damn different...just came back from a vegetarian bbq...lol from my sister's future husband's house....nice bungalow..we had the bbq iat the bbq like at 19 30...quite fun and all took some pics...wah lao tried to get a good profile pic..just sticking to the one of me damn far from the camera in one of the rooms browsing some songs on my hp..how do i feel... "uneasy" coz i havn'e finish my hw! some more tmrw have to go esplanade with daryu and reginald with ms lim coz daryus had an extra ticket...called b boyz and the ballerina...

bull in the heather..by the most artistic band i have ever known... sonic youth

walking with a ghost - tegan and sara

i didn't blog yesterday...lol no time...after temasek match came back at 8 only...we lost 3-1..but tts damn good coz they are 18 or 19 year olds..and we are what?14...i personally played like shit...dunno why nunis said i played well...i think my positioning was good and that i noe how to shake off markers...thats all i was good at..there were a few good passes btu it was mainly me and coleman working together... but bryan score our goal...a hit from the top d...a good opener...

oh yeah btw...found otu alot of bisexuals and gays in wiki...

angelina jolie is bi...tegan and sara are lesbians...billie joel armstrong is bisexual...marylin monroue is bi...hans christian anderson is bi...da vinci is gay

today at lnch at kfc..after buying a "black cookie" from subway...with sam akhi dillon and jeter..lol..got one a2 and about 3 b3s...not so bad..

the dixie lessons are still pending...i hope my mom allows.......


oh wait! i just called my mom....i told her alot of good things about dixie and dillon's father and she said ok! but it must be on saturday or something... woot! she says theonly thing she is worried about is that he may be a paedophile! lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Burn- deep purple

today was a normal day...no hockey today...but played in the morning and recess...wah lao i missed the first 190 today...i running ...then almost there...the fella leave..then had to wait another 10 mins...132 came... then reach school 07 10 around there...wanted to play in the morning..feel so sad for pravin..i sliced his ball out of the pitch into the bushes...and couldn't find...wah but in the afternoon...my right had middle finger slced the turf when i reversed the ball...it weas not pain but alot of blood...cool!...mr soo didn't come for com studs today..mr sim the rugby guy took over...suppose to do video and educating on national education thingy...damn lame...lor ...of course my group..of nic phay..joavan sudhirr all doing on racial harmony coz..we love racism!... instead...i was checking out how famous i was in the web...lol can't believe i found 2 websites ...one with my picture and things about me and another with jst a quote of what i said...lol wait i get the url...(all on my invention in primary school...the kettle spout!)

http://notesapp.internet.gov.sg/minlaw/Website/MediaRepository.nsf/3cfdc0b34b43a3e348256d3000302e0f/3ad5d14ce90f2b28482570ee000bf08f/$FILE/minlore%20(jan%2006).pdf
(this is some adobe file...but my quote is on pg 7...the hot date with global entropolis...)

it says...

One project, the ‘Kettle Spout’ has even found a
potential distributor and an investor.
S. Suraendher Kumar, a co-inventor of the ‘Kettle
Spout’ said, “I have benefited from gaining more ideas
as well as great advice. I’m taught that a good product
must be accompanied by a good understanding of the
financial aspects. I am grateful for how well-accepted
my product seems to be. This makes me excited about
inventing many more products in the future.”

they spelt kumar wrong though..!

the other one is me...primary school partner in the invention nathaniel chua and akhilesh who was helping us for the skit...

this one is some NTU skit... (omg...had a bad haircut in that pic...and i look so hated holding the mug with the invention...i was the salesman)
http://www2.ntu.edu.sg/ClassACTStaging/Jan06/CampusNews/3.asp


so back to blogging...geog teacher changed for me btw...no more cecilia yeo...it's gregory!...he's good..and i have to do better in geog now...and lit have to do the same a1...im focusing alot in my math and science more now...coz my math is in shambles....but bio i hope it won;t be a bad disappointment as chem... i must get a2 at least....so yeah....and english did oral thigny...lol i though suppose to write what we were gonna say for practice on the paper in full sentences..i wrote a whole page! but i didn;t get a chance to be examined..so what the heck...oh yeah and in tamil class..forgot to bring my tamil 2b stuff so like 6 out of 8 of us had to stand outside..we were doing nosense!.... it was like...dillon,joavan,akhi,shankar,gabriel and I...and ashwin..sivraj and gautham were the only ones inside the class...then..dillon ask me to switch on my phone..so i did.. and when kumudha came outside..my msg tone went on...lol! i just pretended like nothing happned...and she didn;t think the sound was from mine...and the msg from dillon read..."yo" ...that yo almost got my phone confiscated.. and now im really tempted to go for dixie's lessons...coz dixie told dillon...after learning songs like mj's beat it (without the soolo of course! solo is damn hard) and some parts of stairway... that dillon was adavance...wow if his lessons are so effective...i really want to try!...but i hope so...and dillon's tinking of taking music o' levels...i want to take but im not of any good in guitar, bass or piano...only in percussion and i dont want o's for percussion...tts just gay... and if i can take the lessons...i can't go for the first thursday...coz i have a match against teck whye!..fuck..fuck...fuck...must make an impact in their homeground.! make it like russia vs netherlands 3-1!we can do it...

mood: still stressed, confused

music: Cynical Funk - Extreme

space truckin'- deep purple

first day of school in term 3... felt damn lethargic during english... but i have to say today was quite relaxed...whole of bio and geog didnt do any paper work.. went to school with akhi with my ugly haircut.. nothing much happened today...couldn't go for training coz my mom didn't allow...bet you mr arul is damn pissed...that now i'm like akhi...sux lor...i want to go trng..come home..study here and there and go have a nap....and wake up study study again.. anyways...still need to do core skills project...sianz...and now there's a bio presentation due on week 4...doing on life science...and kevin is really nice to make like a book of joshua prasad's pics and put in nice words to him from all of his friends.. coz josh is leaving to sji i on friday... well...any mom would say what my mom just said..."why are you in the computer.? there's nothing for you to do in the computer..." wah lao whole day in the house...fuck lah...damn boring...at least hockey ...i can be doing what i am supposed to and have fun except for the running... lol and today just b4 went home dropped by paya lebar mrt coz dillon, akhi,jarette, kevin tan,coleman were there...but wah lao akhi is damn stupid...i ask him at first if can go paya coz i didn;t have lunch at home...then he said wah lao dont want lah u go urself...so i went to go eat lunch in school then i used up all my money dillon gave me sms saying they all there.... then dillon made me ask for a black cookie...and apparently the girl who was queing beside me could have been the person from sji i who said dillon was handsome...elizabeth or something...

lol copy live journal

mood: down,clueless (dunno what to tell my mother about the lessons and only 97 days to FYE)

music : Space Truckin'- Deep Purple


music

my two sisters know about the lessons...my elder sis was like... well that's not ur problem he misunderstood it...but problem is yes it isnt my faul...but still it was so nice of dillon to actually give me money...its like throwing away the money...it's just so nice of him and if i ever do say i can't then i dunno what dillon's dad will think of me and my family... omg iim sick! unless i can find someone who can replace me! yes! that's great....im still gonna pay back mr keshvani...

anyway my sis got me a drum bag...from swee lee at bras basah...dirt cheap...from 10 to 8 bucks..its good but i need to put it under a bed coz the woman folded it a bit...and then...lol i wish i can put strap but they didnt have the clip at the bottom...so sad no strap... not bad...i got brushed and sticks...i want more sticks haha..must make my drum bag feel full....but wah lao i so damn want a set...i've recently been interested in the youth of jacob armen ..the prodigy...his 7 year old solo...is durable for me...his 12 year old one is quite challenging....im a 14...yeah pbviously not as good as him...but he's a prodigy who had a set since he ws born...i really wish i had a set.. i think i would be better... i dont care....by 3 years of drumming i must try to be able to improvise toad by gingger backer...im already trying...czo i can't do the original...and its damn hard to do the original...furthermore...baker himself cAnt replicate the original...xD

"shit happens", confucius

yeah it does...it really does.... guess what i have more thigns to juggle now...i love it...but there's always a twist...my mother wouldn't like it....areadi i going for 2 trngs per week....and now i got drum lessons for 1 month! dillon got it all wrong...i think he tot i said that i was going for it...but my mother wouldn't allow... obviously...why did i have to screw up my mid year! why! why! why! this sux...if i didnt i would be a freebird! im so going to excel in term 3....i better...im studying real hard....but wah lao...its not like i wanna be a professor..when i grow up...in wanna be a muscian!...but well u cant drop out of school and that is so out of the option..but like i just want that results...and go with the flow in case music doesnt work out for me..coz i got to start from somewhere...

wah lao cut my hair....sucks...so damn short...and its so shroomy...like paul mccartney...but paul's hair is sitll longer... i went to the malay one opposte my house this time...he's damn weird...in his barber..he has an acoustic guitar, dumbells, man u stuff...euro stuff...a bike and goal kepper golves..and he has like these damn big speakers that blast out tom jones music...i think it was one of those collections...i hate that pop music...suff like sex bomb...she's a lady, pussy cat pussy cat and stuff like tt and the dude keeps singing it..sounds like a duet with his customer...ewwww...and like he smokes alot and he always coughs without covering hsi mouth at his customer...

i finished up my english esssay last night..u wouldnt believe how many words....exactly 1000.!!!! at first it was 1001... then i erased one word...kewl eh? dunno what arul gonna say when my mom say i cannot come on mondays...but on wed and fridays...it sux.... wah but all my thoughts are on beating teck whye! and also on my math homework which i still dont have coz when i printed out the one bryan sent me...it was damn blur...maybe coz i was running out of ink...well jamming was cancelled again on friday...lol bryan lum felt damn bad that he cancelled at the end...but i told him im damn used to it coz with ribbon and dillon also sometimes got last minute cancellations...well lets hope sunday wont cancel..coz i have an outing with my sisters and my elder sis fiance's family to east coast park and some other places...well it will be fun but jamming is also fun but prob is i dont really noe how to get to their house at pasir ris..but well ive been there before once..so i just ope my plans with the gang won't cock up...

well today didnt go trng coz had housewarming,...so when i came back i was practicing the fills for dazed and confused...black dog...territorial pissings...aneurysm....and achilles last stand....on my couch...i need a set seriously!..then printed out the math hw..and omg its so damn blur i cant read the numebr is idd the first 2 sums...and i couldnt take it ...cant read it...i guess ill have to call up wsomeone tmrw..and ask the questions...if not get scolded by mr kooh on monday....

okay studies and drumming aside...hockey..just got good news...they didnt do beep today...so i hope they doing on friday...coz i can;t come on monday....coz parents dont allow... but wah lao akhi and bryan said it was working well then when arul touched it the cd cannot play...lol! then they wasted alot of time... and so they didnt do so much...and the team was selected...shocking selections..were daniel,shawn and rishi..for the 2whole team line up go to www.sji-cdiv-hockey.blogspot.com..... and the bad news was that our first match is to be with teck whye at their pitch...wah lao!!!!!!!!!!!!!! teck whye is already good and now they want to put it in their homeground!!!!!! wtf!!!!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!/!???!?/... and the other good/bad news is that arul told akhi to train my shuttle runs...with the three cones...coz my speed is lousy...i agree..but i really dunno how to improve it...but i hope i can improve it...for 1 hour...not trng hockey..but sprinting...that sux...but its good for me... i think if i got speed i can be threat to the opponent..and i am going to be one...i dun care/...!!!!!! but we can be a thriller to the hockey ppl and beat teck whye or saints and go through....

toad- ginger baker (cream) drum solo

well...i just watched that thing you do the tome hanks movie about a pop rock band in the 1960s....who are like in normal backgrounds...and stuff and then they get really good getting like 7th in billboards..climbing over some of rolling stones song...like they onlky made one record...that thing you do...and stuff...and tom hanks will be their manager later on...then all of em get distracted by woman...greed over higher expectations...and the bassists who wanted to join the navy...and lastly guy patterson, the drummer is the last man standing...but yeah i guess its a normal movie..but i had laughs and it was qutie nice....i watched it on youtube...

before that..at about 09 40 around there...i attempted to do 2 wonderful top 2 songs...( just try on my bed...the rough strokes) toad and moby dick....2 damn hard drum solos...top 2....omg! its so damn hard...cant believe i even dared to drum along. to it...yeah obviously it was damn hard.. butim sure i can do toad in 2 more years of drumming....if i am enthu still...and moby dick,....still need to upsize my arms...there are fast snare two hand rolling...i dunno i have to try it on a drum pad...i need some bounce.! buyt like the that thing you do drummer...is like not so good..and if that guy can actually get a time with jazz drummers...omg i dunno how many more ppl hu can do irt....its like so damn easy ....what he does... so damn overrated..he's good but not damn good...

ok so these are the songs we suppose to jam soon....

run to the hills without solo for now...
smoke on water with the solo xD
rest in peace - extreme
Sweet child o' mine - GNR

good songs... but still can't believe we havnt do led zep...sad...lol i qiah if we go kindered in 2 years time we can do like maybe...achilles last stand...thet'll be a peak....for the guitarist and bass...but drums is ok...i tried it before..but improvised version...the one that is hard is rock and roll by led...the last part fill is damn hard at first....like there are 3 parts...a triplet feel that goes RLRF again and again like 220 BPM...its easy if u practice it like for 10 mins over and over again...but its the timing lor....the other part is some weird fill that ges to snare hi floor tom to snare... then the other part is another triplet reversed...cant rmbr..i hope i can learn it lor...if i can ill be damn happy... but the songs above is not really a challenge for thwe drummer...its damn easy...but hard for guitar ..for bass its quite hard but dillon can manage it....then i hope that guy dillon met at dixie's can come..if he canitll be great coz bryan sometimes cant make it but he's good..and ribbon is obviously the lead or rhytm..but bryan himself said he's temping.......coz he has his own band....so if the other guy comes..itll be great..really really great... he can do sweet child o' mine both solos without a mistake!!!the 2nd one is hard shit lor..bryan can do it but he said he can screw it up live...but i mean its still awesome shit lor...if u can even do it...it like one of the top 20 solos in digitaldreamdoor.... so yeah back to drumming...so far the hardest songs i have tried...is fire by hendrix (not like i'm 100 percent got alot of improvising)... my generation by the who (still quite trippy at the drum solo)...pull me under by dt also but its quite easy for pros who drum for 2 or 3 years.....but the ones i did while jamming...not so hard lor...californication is damn straight forward..sweet child is easy shit...run to the hills is also easy shit....rest in peace so straightforward can do with my eyes closed...(exaggeration....xD)..smoke on water is the hardest that jammed..coz more drum rolls...and fills more intersting and challenging for me...but its just the hardest among the easiest....deep purple hard songs are probably space truckin' or the mule....for a drum solo the mule is nto so pro....bet u ginger baker can stab that mule with his eyes closed...in toad..

kashmir - led zeppelin

finished most of my homework yesterday....lol no time for blogging.....i can't believe my progress...i finsihed the lit heroes powerpoint...dunno why the topic from julius caesar to poems then suddenly heroes??? so i did on al gore....not really my idol....i wanted to do on john lennon or achilles of greek mythology but didnt suit the categories..in fact i actually did one on achilles...and its pro shit....but the al gore one is longer 17 slides... then had to do the tamil poster...lame shit...copy and paste letter by letter coz i didnt have the font...xD and i also did that for a 4 page booklet on some traditional games..i did on chess...i think mine is quite good... then still got the pen essay on some environment thing...almost done....and some maths worksheets that i do not have coz i never go last day of school! wah lao sian.... and i have been reading the memory and exam smart boook...its quite good ...written by adam kooh..with forwards from tony buzan and some other chinese guy...but i still like the harry lorayne one...on how to excel n your exams in 30 days...but that one a bit more for history and other humanitites...this one they teach how to apply...on all subjects..

well today after training...go school for short corner training... quite screwed up at first...my stops were quite consistent..and nunis said it was good...(finally i know if i suck or not) wah today training there were good and bad things... the good thing was that when we did the drill with all the passing and deflecting...i scored 100 % ....yiwen all missed 1 or 2...but its tyco shit... then when we did the hitting and reversing drill which included yiwen,bryan,jeter and i... my first hit was horrible....then it picked up and i only score 3... out of like alot! yiwen did damn well scoring like 7 or 9 but almost all on target and good hard shots...bryan did okay..hits were there...reverse not so good...jeter still grooming... but well the last one omg....i sucked shit.....im not a flicking person...so i only score 2...wah lao embarrassing... wah i hope abrar takes back his words after he saw my stops....he should and better....i think mine is getting better and by the time we versus temasek poly...... yeah baby right forward! but i have to say we might not qualify for the first round....Saints, Teck Whye and orchid park...orchid park..we can win but maybe not by so many coz i think their gk is damn good....saints we can shock them...if our defence put in an extra 60 percent... coz i think we can score...its a matter of how many we can defend....but i tell u secnd round if we qualify...wah can die...damn tough....its like victoria,ri,sengkang or northland...worst ting is we lost to all of them before..the first round not so bad we drew twice with teck whye lost meagerly once and saints we drew only 1 time...so we have to pray! i hope we can do it...it's damn hard..mr nunis think we can draw with saints....let's hope so...

okay so we went to KAP after pc training coz damn hungry...never eat breakfast....as always...so we went there talk alot of bullshit..one of the conversations included a random thing when yiwen and bryan said i was hot but very hard to realise coz ive been hanging out with them and never dared to ask any girl number........lol! so damn random...it's a known fact...that need not be accentuated...xD

and then it rained so reach home damn late...

today go hockey at 6am...to bedok int...then i met mr nunis at bedok mrt...found out he lives in bedok north avenue 2 like i like iv avenue 3....so but he was going newton way,...and i was lazy taking eunos way....so yeah..i went then took 154 go there reach about 7 20...talking about the beef massacre....it will always be rmbred by everyone of hinduism and in all of my generation kumarlings.... oh yeah then training was fun for me...we didthe passing /hitting around the half pitch...to each other when we in our positions..and we have to pass as quick to whoever nunis say...fun...screwed up sometimes lol...one time bryan gave me one ball bounce against the wall hit my lower jaw..lol..it was damn pain lor...but i was a "true man" (a very short one) and endured it...but i swear i think like at least a bit broke lor...can hear the some shattered thing in my mouth...

then there was one time we challenging the sec 3s...then they got shortcorner...lol abrar say he stop so pro... he stop the ball fly dunno how high..i know he never do for quite a while...but so just shut up and dont let others boast about it for you...it sounds damn stupid...

abrar scored a stupid goal against us...fing bullshit..he's good and all...but if u mark him he becomes obsolete...he can't dribble so well..doubl;e team him he gone....gareth a bit hard to double team coz he used more speed... anyways hockey a side...i think our team is shaping up little by little and now i can't go on friday coz parents say i have to go onin 2 trngs per week now and i have housewarming....arul will say bullshit until i scared to go there and all...he can say whatever he wants we'll see in the match....

i was selected in nunis's division 3 barkerites hockey club...wha i damn happy i even got selected..tot i willonly play for one club wah barkerites is imba shit! im probably just gonna go one game for the xp parents wont allow lor... other than me...there were some sec 3s....abrar,tej,gareth and haqqim....... and sec 2s there were a bunch..bryan,yiwen,samuel,i think keenan,zeng kai,coleman,me...that's all i rmbr..akhi was selected i think..nunis just ask to fill the form up...but akhi alos his parents confirm wont allow..mine also....

so well we suppose to go do shortcorner actuaklly in shcool after ccab..but we slack first eat at prata then...there was one time josua dropped some milo on his shirt then i was like in tamil..."annae oru tissue" meaning big bro can i have a tissue...the fell later came back with a tissue prata! big joke.....thenwe eat then azri was telling me how pro abrar's stops are and that they are 10 times better than mine....after he screwed his up in the game...fucking loser.... we'll see in the game who stop better...

okay then bryan and yiwen for fun go there scouting at cgs ppl...but well zeng kai jeter keenan hass n i got tired of it wennt to school do pc....
it was crap but well thbak god bryan and yiwen came did properly..then we webnt back to ccab to scout....then keenan was seeing what nice songs i have basically all of em' own....so he sending..then afetr that verity was there and she was like "is that my phone?" then i was like no it's mine but if u want u can call it anytime... then her lesbian fren was like verity u suck!....yeah they are despo we are too...we needed some fun...then relised verity is somewhere around my mine and jetter's height./..lol i thought she waas taller lor... then after that... realised they went prata we also went there...shit sat on wrong table...then i ate french prata and so did alot of others..
than keenan ordered plain...then he was about to take a bite then he hit his plate and all the curry fell on his pants...lol!
couldn't stop laughin..i'm laughing even now! that was the best joke of the day....then after that yiwen keenan and i took 154 then yiwen was telling me how to react with a female on a date although i was not interested coz i have my own ways..and it's not cliche...it's called smooth and non gay......touching hands and looking at the stars is mushy..can't live with that..

just came back from the gig....at esplanade it's called the flipside..and we were there (me, my two sisters and my sis fiance's band "mathilda and the montherfunkeys" well it was a good performance....although they performed songs i am not such a big fan of....the musicianship was there....i mean seriously...mathilda's vocals are awesome....powerful at the range of aretha...but i mean of course not that pro....but still at that range...and i mean if u used to watch singapore idol u would know her...but she hates the programme....and she even said in the day before that she hates ken lim...the others were awesome too....the bassist i don't know his name but he's quite good...the songs looked a breeze for him...and well he had to run the show a bit more than the usual bass players coz there weren't any guitarists...so yeah he was good...saravana my sis fiance was good too... his fills are good and the rhytm was there....i liked the bass drum pedaling...czo u could really feel it under ur seat and it gave an impact and an extra whip cream there....and i mean his strokes are good and he looks like a natural..he should look natural coz he's been drumming for many years already..since he was in secondary school at least and he's like 27 yearts old now ..aybe 28 can't rmbr...and the keyboards were good too.... i liked his bass solo when he did crazy by gnarls barkley...i think it was his own coz i dont really listen to gnarls...i only like their cover of gone daddy gone by the violent femmes.... they did about 6 songs...gnarls barkley, "the one",keane,get your sexy on,inside out - bee gees (i liked this one more...coz i like bee gees and it was their best to me) then there was one more ....dang..i forgot...it was a good gig and there was one part in crazy... mathilda wanted to do a solo...and u wouldn't beluieve what solo.....it was a highlighter solo..!!! haha ...she used the highlighter and put it against her lips and vibratted it against it and made a kind of voice box solo...cheap budgeted creative and cool...and the one before them were pretty entertaining...they were called the big nazo...they were basically ppl wo played in their big sea monster costumes....and musically they were good too..i only saw them do i feel good by james brown....and there was one part they asked the audience for one guy to dress up as a sea monster...lol! you wouldn't believe they chose soem guy from india! and the guy was like carrying a bag (like a construction worker) and they were like what's you name? and he was like "siniwas" lol!!!! (it was suppose to be "srinivas") and the best was that the guy who asked was an ang moh and he said it in an accent... lol! i wanted to laugh but i controlled it....oh yeah and i finally got drum brushes!!!! Pro mark drum brushes that are made in usa and cost 40 bucks.... they were given to me by saravanan...he had like 2 sets of brushes in his drum bag and other varieties of brushes... yeah it was a pleasant surprise............

beautiful day-u2

today woke up really late at 13 00 and then took a bath left house at 13 30 to go josh party... at 3 pm...so reach there ccab at 14 30 then call josh for directions to his house and then halfway there saw dillon and his dad in the car and they picked me there and we went to his house...we saw he and some ang moh at the balcony... later introduced his aussie child hood friend from UWCSEA..hugo...a very nice guy and fun to talk to...and he is also a drummer... so then we plaayed the wii...some supersmash bros game...not my cup of tea but quite fun....lol so we played 4 player with 2 controls....i do the moving...dillon do the hitting..josh do the moving ...hugo do the hitting...lol...dillon and i got owned alot of times...but later i versus hugo one on one....i won him twice!..lol i used grandor or something and luigi..and he used snake i think.... then i versus dillon he won me by one...wah lao..tyco shit..he use kirby...but hey kirby is like damn pro..and i was using some gay shit guy.... so then dennis another guy came...joshua described him as the richest among us...lol...then anselm and his twin bro came...first time i saw his twin brother...so i was like..hmmm..which one is it?? then i said "the one with the mole on the nose is anselm!" always recognised it...then dillon was like that one is anselm..see the pe**s never lies!... then we went up and hugo and josh were at first playing company of heroes then dillon was telling hugo and i about the radiostation in GTA 4...he tld us i think 2 the 2nd one was damn funny but i frogot it...but the 1st one was something like...some guy telling the other guy .."i see a terrorist here in the train..what do i do??" the other guy said..."how can u tell?"...the guy said.." he's reading some religious scripts..." the other guy said.."so?" the guy said..."it's the quoran!" the other guy was like " oh yeah that confirms it..so just leave the train then" the guy was like " what about the ppl in the train? they will die ?" .. the other guy was like.." oh then just shoot him...be a true american" and the guy took out a gun and shot the poor religious guy ..."for AMERICA!"...turned out he was innocent....then hugo said that he has a fren who has like a picture of jesus...the quoran and ganesha...and he's epileptic...yeah it's random... then another guy came..from st michs...ryan lim...very funny person...so funny and sick i can't write it here.....so i played gta vice city and fifa 08.....then we went to eat the wonderful spagetthi ....josh said dont worry no beef it's just pork..so i was eating it....and then after my first round and i was eating my 2nd round....josh's dad came down from the stairs and was like..."hi guys...so how's the beef?"...i spit my mouthful and i was like...."what!" lol!!!!!!!!! i was damn shocked!...first time i tasted beef! then everyone were laughing like shit...then i was like now i have to say sorry to vishnu! then josh was like dun worry your mom doesnt know...then i was like "nah..its ok my mom eats beef..she has a stock in her freezer" hahaa.... then later after talking alot of jokes and accounts fro like 2 hours they were leaving for the movie and they said they could drop me at orchard then dillon was like just call ur mom and say that if you dont let me go for the movie i will tell vishnu you ate beef..haha....ok so i missed the happening....well tts alright...at least im gonna watch my sister's finace on drums at a gig soon...at esplanade and mathilda on vocals...my sis said tthey doing oldies today...some beatles..and others...can't wait!

Bullet the Blue Sky - U2

wah so confusing today...and long...i think i gonna limit the ppl viewing ma blog and give like access to the people i want to ....but wtf its damn sian coz alot of ppl dont have blogger account...like only 3 or 4...heck lah...write to myself...

well today...dunno when the damn tamil camp..like as if anyone want to go...damn boring...then i didnt go coz akhi said u can say u got hockey and then go for saturday...so went for hockey for short corner training...mr zul supervise coz arul couldn't make it... so we were doing the nunis one which was hard to pull off...and also like fast proper normal ones...wah im damn satisfied with my versatility in stops...i got like 4 types of stops...the dead stop with hands at the hook...the tap in with both hands apart at each end...the dead and lay off...which is just a bit late but hitter should be consistent in the pc...and lastly my own one haha...not so fantastic and it doesnt work all the time...its a fake stop like when the ball come to my stick i act like doing proper stop but then i swing it and the grip hits it to the other side...yeah it sounds lame..but it worked...

then with all the,lighting alert and delayed pc and short break fast at mr prata..talk alot of shit and seriously alot of laughing... rishi's one liners... imitation.."i got tanglin eat fries"..."FRies and rice rhymes....very nice"...with the gay roguh voice...my wonderful spontaneous songs on my mouth hahah...and just realised when yiwen gets horny his eyes squint like crazy until cannot see...an amazing discovery...oh yeah so then training was gay....then had match which was bullshit..wah but i have to say our attack is shaping up...defence shakey but out counters are quite good....as in like keenan's clearance suddenly improve...but problem is that yiwen overdo his solos....he solo then can pass to me on the run...i will be like one on one with gk...it would have been 3-1 if he actuyally pushed on the run hey the way i played can't even say its good lor...hardly get the ball....halves can dribble bu overdo it..coleman doesnt noe how and when to cross...tts the problem and since i was on the left this time coz sams absent and so jetter right...jetter dodnmt know how to support coleman and jetter's cross also not so fantastic...mine is not hard some times hard but can go through...
so score ended 1-1 yiwen scored solo...but it's not bad coz we played with sec 3s...without samuel and akhi..but at the same time they are without tim,abrar and others....

then it gets pretty interesting when we went to mac at serene center to have lunch then we stone there quite long...then ij tereasa ppl kept coming in...and we were like keenan!!!! coz keenan of course asked this girl called sarah for her number..she looks quite ok...malay... and so keenan got her number and now alot of ppl have it...then there was one time coz everyone want to go at first steal the number then he band down at bryan alexis take his wallet he didnt even know lol should have see his emo korean face when he found out his wallet missing for like 5 mins he couldn;t find it..lol there was one time some ppl wanted to cross our part...then fek was at the aisle then alexis purpousley push him then he almost fell on all the food and all wah damn funny! should have seen his eyes suddenly so big and his mouth like damn shocked...then he keep his balance ....then the lady try to go thorugh then jetter move his hand backwards hit the lady's chili sauce then she was like "oi! no Piting" lol!!! she filipino fucking funny ....no PITING!...then after that bryan tried asking some of those tereasians where was she....then they sya dunno and say her name is farah then we all thoguh keenan jack and she dont like him...then scully later after camping outside so long going home time me yiwen and keenan went with sarah and her friends found out she live in tampines..damn near where i live...! woot...then walking back keenan ask alot of questions...and well found out she got nominated for youth olympics...and is quite pro...and that she likes saint andrews...and then when we take 171 we taslk about sji players...and descrivbed akhi as a pshycopath ..who is damn retarded...and schokingly she didnt noe how bryan looked like...and she said samuel is good....and that im damn short...and then at the mrt there when keenan leaving coz he taking the other train....she was like tyelling us actualy ah....something something hot....then we were liek what?? she said she found keenan hot...then yiwen and i laugh like crazy then the the mrt closing we screamed keenan she thinks u are hot!....then he like damn blur dunno what happened...then he left....i mean keenan looks okay but hot..means hot bod...wah muscles everywhere...and keenan is not HOT.. he looks normal..then she said that even her other team mates also say so...haha...lol...but she's quite ok...and not those annoying types...like loren....herh.... but keenan is quite lucky ...and then yiwen left at dhoby and she and i left at city hall and she had to go somewhere else coz she was meeting a fren... go back keenan and i smsing like crazy about what happened...been like 6 months since i conversed with a female my age...who's not related to me... and well

I'm most possibly going to go to joshua's house for his party...dillon..maybe keenan...anselm...ribbon couldn't make it...and i think maybe 1 or 2 other from sji going...and alot of his primary school frens..well tts cool make new frens...i hope so i scared i become the odd one out thats why i need fek...coz dillon is another st michs dude...and after that at 7 55 watching the happening i hope my mom allows...she said she'll talk to josh's mom...

anyways....bryan lum maybe joining our band like as his side dish kind of thing...wow..but if he can that'll be cool...we'll finally have 2 guitarist and 2 reasonably good ones..and an awesome bass player and an ok..maybe suck cok me..but we need a damn singer!

Run to the hills - iron maiden

yes i think i can actually do the actual run to the hills drums! finally i was not as lazy and actually took the effort to read the drum tabs for it..i always tot drum tabs sucked and i can't believe it but it's damn good....except that u still need to hear the song to see the timing for the strokes...anyways im satisfied...i hope i can pull it off next session...anyways i hope we can do kindered spirit..but i dunno if ribbon cn pull off run to the hills then my vote is run to the hills..if not maybe layla...but we need a frking singer...!!!!! oh yeah and maybe sweet child...but if i can actually manage you could be mine by gnr woot...the intr is hard the fills and all later are easy....i roughly can do fire by hendrix...but i wanted to see the drum tabs but dunno why the site i saw didnt have it said currently unavailable....but fire is probably the hardest song i've tried...hot for teacher is hard but i havnt tried it..obviously...toad and moby dick are the hardest....like duh they are drum solos done by legends and they put alot of their personalities in it...so well i'm gonna...some day maybe after i actually drum for an actual 1 whole year... which would be in september...

oh yeah and continuing from my post...after we jammed we went to that shirt shop black haven to buy a shirt coz ribbon wanted to buy one..he wanted to buy one with slash and like just him but he only foundone GNR one but it was too colourful then i saw this really cool ac/dc shirt haha 10 meters away from me...i saw that glittering ruby staring at me wanting to be touched by RIBBON! ok yeah tts lame....(im just being random coz it;s been some time since i've been random) it was like angus young addressing the crowd in his uni...and also another angus pic just without a shirt and all sweaty ith his power packed gibson sg! so ribbon bought it and then he said this medium looks a bit big..then he was convinced when is said no trust me small is my size...medium is yours...then he stared at me and smiled for like 10 seconds>..i was like yeah? i small??? so??? lol it was damn funny especially when the ppl there also saw... oh yeah and ribbon was talking about his affair with jade and dillon and ribbon kept arguing on the fact whether she was shorter than me or taller than me... then we went t dan guitar shop to meet up with dillon's dad sis and bro and then ribbon looked for a distortion pedal while dillon and his family left...then there was this damn cool one that cost 100 plus bucks..and it had a clear sound ..it was god and worth it..but ribbon said he'll buy it the next day cozhe didnt have much cash on him...then he bought a cable wire for the amp...which we found at davis guitar pocket marshall amp..good buy portablle...loud enough...and cheap..only 60 bucks...but have to buy a seperate adaptor...and he also bought a kappo for elect guitar for 28...then went to funan to eat at kfc and we taunted dillon to come to kfc to see a surprise (pocket amp) and he kept saying what is it..i can't come..then finally after so long he said h well i'll come but it better be good...and well he was surprised...then went home after eating.... oh yeah and ribbon came up with a name for our band:soundgasm..yeah it sounds wrong but its temporary....

sweet child o' mine - guns n roses..

Just came back from jamming..outing with my uncle has been postponed tmrw coz he had something on today...wonder where we're going hope can watch movie...just decided...if movie i hope can watch the happening...it's shd be awesome coz it's directed by one of my favourite directors...m night shyamalan (if that's how u spell his name)....his stories and screenplay are always promising..and i have to say my expectations are high and i hope the twist is a good twist...as always...i feel his best movie was hands down to "the village" best twist ever...

so jamming,....was as usual fun and productive...jammed sweet child...run to the hills bass and drums...our own stuff...smells like teen spirit...californication....yeah and alot of stage diving...haha but first 20 mins had to teach dillon's bro kiran how to play drums...it's quite hard to teach drums coz...well im not a rudiment person and rudiments are the basics...and since kiran is still pretty young he doesn't noe what is good drummiing and bad drumming so i could only teach him single strokees double strokes...and other rudiments..like moeller technique but it takes some time...and also the basic tempos...but he doesn't get the tenpos right sometimes..and it's quite hard to go further coz like his strokes aren't hard enough...it's either he goes too fast or too slow...but hey he's damn young... takes some time..but u can tell he really likes the drums..

and then we ended the jam with smells like teen spirit...and i finally rmbred to try the heel toe on the hi hat! i keep forgetting..but its damn easy and problem is i had to take out my shoes coz my shoes were to big to fit on the hi hat paddle... anyways fun...ill continue my post later

we're a happy family-the ramones

today was hockey....11-1 again...1st hour shortcorner....but i tell u mr nunis rocks as a coach...he's damn good..he thought us new secret moves..that i won't say lest..kanna stolen...lol not that good...i mean coleamn is trying to be pusher...got accuracy..but too slow...he isn't that confident...but today we 2nd hour had a match against st tereasa...lol us guys vs them girls...not to be a sexist but girls hockey kind of ....(sux) seriously..like non of them can hit in the team.... omfg...i saw the women's hockey on tv and they are like miles better than what i saw today... i dunno why the macth so weird until got 3 halves....each 15 mins...and the ref was from their school...she sucked...seriously... she got attitude problem... i claim for check stick...which is what i encountered..she was like "check what check girl cannot check is it???" wtfff....ref also cannot be proper ref...and then coleman one time did a foul..coz he was doing obstruction...and she was like so unprofessional...."why you using you backside cover the ball? u are protecting the ball...you are not playing at all...." f off....lah just say obstruction...u are not our coach so don't act as one....f'ed...up anyways...we still won 8-0...and only 45 mins...wtf....shoudl be 1 hour lah...proper match then can win 12 -0...more high... but anyways happy...i scored one...thanks to zeng kai.. and i assisted a pretty nice goal..i think..it was like i looked like i was going one on one with the keeper....and she tot i was gonna whack then i push back bryan flick...goal... anyways..the girls who played were much better than the ref..and she was damn bias....like 75 percent of the ofuld were us when they actuaklly foul like crazy and she never award us the foul...and also...there was one time...there was this girl who was putting a flat stick block and i wanted to push thorugh her legs coz no where to go...so i she was bending down i pushed to her legs...hit her hands coz she was bending down...not even above her stick...she say lifted..... diao...dnno what to say...then there was one tyime akhi calimed for a foul and she was like..."are u the ref?" then akhi kept quiet but he wanted to say.."y are u the ref..coz if u are u aren't acting like one" at least our players got some respect unlike some ADULT hockey players....call yourself an adult...


well anyways...we won so who cares...yiwen scored 4 goals..bryan 2...akhi and I one...akhi's was a shortcorner...i stopped haha zneg kai pushed...but anyways i tot my crosses improved after what nunis said about options...there was one time i dribble down the line..and and i hit super hard...went quite far zeng kai about to deflect. into goal..then then goal kepper was quite good she ran back and saved it..

so after hockey...went to mr prata...ate tissue prata... then went home with akhi and tej...(tooj/stajey) dunno why tej seems different...quite perverted than before..akhi as always...and then...went home use com for a while... then ribbon smsed me and said that he would pay for the lessons with dixie and i could pay him back anytime....wah lao...everyone around me are so kind!!!!! at first i insisted and i hope i continue insisting coz i don't feel very good getting these lessons and i'm not even paying for it...it makes u feel......like those lessons are golden...!...and that u are beign there for a purpose and not to slack...wow but i'd rather take it from ribbon rather than dillon coz dillon's family income is normal.....and ribbon is damn rich...so i mean it would be wiser to ...omg i;m feeling lke a bastard i feel like im taking advantage of ppl....no no no im not gonna take those lessons....i hope not.....but there's a side of me that wants that lessons...after all that is what i wanna pursue...but ...speaking of mixed feelings...ok im trying to make this feel not so selfish..jst got to get it out of me........... i would rather get sponsored by ribbon coz he's more well to do and so like 35 bucks means lesser to him while if i take from dillon he could need that 35 bucks for more important stff...but i got to see first i hope ribbon is alright with it...i mean both of em are so damn nice....everyone around me are nice...my class..teacher.......hockey ppl...my band...my family...omg!...i'm so fortunate.....took me so long to realise......

oK so then my bro came home went to mustafa to go spree for his malacca trip stuff...wanted to buy a big bag for luggage...but realised queensway was cheaper...and also some shirts but mustafa the variety isnt there anymore...so he bought some house shirts...and a torch light for the bar he's workin' at... then ate at some place where the biryani was awesome...and then went home...watch sarah connor chronicles...today's episode was quite interesting...john found out his father's alive...and got other stufff also..some weird guy who stole soem terminator head and some guy comes after it...and steals it...damn weird and kills the guy who took it....kind of like a voodooo child...

jammin trmw at 2pm peninsula shopping center dan enterprise...4th floor.... jammin sweet child o' mine by guns n roses with the solo! ribbon got it! the bass and drums for run to the hills by iron maiden... and smells like teen spirit -nirvana and maybe some airbourne! and then afer that my uncle's gonna pick me up dunno go where...let's hope it's indiano jones, narnia or kung fu panda...lol...or maybe get slash or jimi or iggy pop's autobiograph..not into iggy but i'd love to learn... the stooges are cool...

with a little help from my friends- the beatles

u noe....about my financial difficulity and all...yeah it sucks...there's like this cool drum lessons...by this guy called dixie who's pretty good..and all but u noe my studies sucked and i don't think i deserve it and also my financial situation sucks...so yeah..i can't go and all that shit..but i mean dillon is just too nice...his dad said he can pay for me so long as i teach dillon's younger bro how to play drums....i was like wtf...that's too kind...i insisted and well i'm still teaching his younger bro but it's no hassle...just a beat or two here and there...only thing is he's like kindaa young so it's hard to get him to do the harder stuff..like get into the rock stuff... but at least he has the passion...that's most important really....in fact i dun even noe how old he is....i think maybe 7 or 8? anyways...tmrw training...thursday jammin' with the band...and maybe teaching dillon's bro (i don't even noe his name??!?!) and then get picked up by my uncle...he said going somewhere? anyways...my elder bro was quite random today...he was like..u never go out today? then i was like duh! our mother doesn't allow a 14 year old to go catch a movie with a friend...(i'm not against it)...and he was like wah so boring? june holiday don't go anywhere...next time u want to go just tell me i talk to her...ii was like woot!..but i won't take advantage maybe once or twice....

it still creeps me out...everyone in the band is getting lessons from dixie except me haha....nah it's ok ..drum with passion and wit...anyways...quite some time ago...dillon's dad realized that our band is quite weird...our initials spell out..D.R.K..imagine if there was some guy with his/her name starting with an 'A' who can join us as a singer... that would spell out D.A.R.K so now i'm gonna try make a fake name like saul hudson a.k.a slash...that starts with K...i like Kliff...or Kriss...Kirk(is taken...kirk hammete) i like Kliff...like u noe freddie mercury ahd soem weird crazy african name...so i'm not gonna legally change it..i just use it like "ribbon"...

yesterday./..was hockey trng from 11-1....quite tiring...and damn hot at 12...i got heat stroke once and the one before, almost...quite scary...couyldn't see anything...and then yiwen was like wah ciou bu...i was like what's the point i can't see anything.....after i drink water..wah overwhelmed by an a2.... so traing the first 11 were playing "possession" half of the pitch with us in ouir posisitons..i was suppose to be right forward...but had to play right hqalf coz coleman didn't come... it was quite screwed up coz...like i was open so many times...but they just didn't pass to me..insted they pass to center get tackled nunis ask them do push ups....then there was once i was running in to space and i called sam...then he pass to me to early he kanna push ups...i gained more possesio after the water break....coz i was more into space and this time i called more often.. shockingly i was the only one who didn't have to do push ups...coz i chose not to dribble but to pass on the run... but that drill was very helpful coz..we then found out how to close in the opponent's attack on the flank...such as like wehn i am beaten...akhi goes in i run back..alexis runs in and he can't go anywhere....same thign to do in the center...

and then our journey back home was quite exciting...with akhilesh and tej..and lucky for us 3 ang moh (a2s and 1 a1) came in the same train as us.... akhi oh so daringly sat next to one of the a2s...and she got up coz she though dhoby gaught was city hall...then akhi asked in concern....where are you alighting...city hall is the next stop...lol damn funny the way he ask...then the 2 other friends which has one a1 and and one a2 were standing next to tej and i...i think they were dutch coz...i only though of french,dutch and german,..and it was most certainly not french....not as rough for a german but maybe just right for a dutch... then shockingly they went on the same train as us....again...and akhi stood next to her..and wehn she was getting off at lavender...she bumped on to akhi and said (laughing) sorry...lol akhi was a happy man... oh yeah and dillon also told me he was in the sji i's list of good looking men....lol...xD

anyone checked out airbourne from australia....great band that sounds like ac/dc and priest..ribbon introduced it to me..

i can still remember how pious i was in primary 5...i mean look at me now....i hadrly have the time to pray..nowadays i do a vishnu prayer once a day....but well that's good enough for me now....but i dunno i feel like i'm "losing my religion"...i hope it stays...i love my religion....it's just so intriguing and colourful...and so damn true...for me at least... i read in eric clpaton's biography... he said he was of no reigion...and hat his religion was solely music...coz you can't change it and it's also as true to how the composer feels...and you can express yoursefl so well with it.....for me it's becoming a part of me too....coz now i realised i have several groups of friends....like there's the jamming people (not just the band..but ppl who like what i listen to)...(ribbon,josh,dillon,hass,kelmond,abrar) then there's the hockey people..(some of em are...akhilesh,bryan,samuel,coleman,darrel,FEK,alexis,jeter) and so on...then there's the ruggers/crew and others..(sudhirr,joavan,nick,daryus,ben,aloy,wen han,ahmad,jin yao,julian) and others...then lastly there's the shorter people in my class and others who hang out with them ...i'm one of em too...(jerry,desmond,andrew,yao liang,zijing,qin han,marcus lim)....... that's really like 4 groups...it's a lot...but somehow...all of them have different good qualities...with the jammin' ppl....i am able to freely express my thoughts on music which is number 1 on my list of things that mean alot to me... with the ruggers...i am entertained with their jokes..and stuff like that...they are just fun to han out with...then there's the hockers...they are also funny...fun...outgoing...and well obviously we can talk about hockey.... then there's the small ppl..who are fun to play soccer with and are damn funny...

but most of all they all share the same qualities....i can rely on them and they will always help me whenever i'm in need...i mean seriousky....when i'm broke they lend me money....when i'm down they cheer me up....

been sometime since i posted...about 4 days...(i think)...anyways...life has been better...i 've been to trainings regularly...and i think i have improved in hockey the past few days....okay...but life is really bad for sji in hockey now....first we were in a bloody hard group...teck whye...(they are skillfully not as good as us..[i think] but they are much fitter than us....),sengkang,northland and RI...teck whye we lost foolishly...coz of bad team communication and as FEK (keenan...a.k.a :fat emo korean) would say...bad "cohesiveness"...against northland...it was a fluke...6-0!!!! and fiesta we drew with them 0-0 even though akhi wasn't with us... i dunno maybe...it's their pitch...but personally i think i played like shit as a right half....and it was alexis' first time trying center back....but i dunno....the defence has to improve....keenan is too blur and not hard on his tackles....alexis is struggling with the bouncy stops...and does not have much experience...darrel is ok but has to e quicker in clearing the ball...keenan has the same problem...and there is just too much ball watching....against northland...i kept falling down and got alot of astro turf burns...coz their pitch was damn rough...and also i had alot of cramps...( i was lucky enough to make it to the match and i am thankful....) i tried my best and it sucked..peronally i felt the best player was bryan...coz he was the most consistent and controlled the defence as much as he could....akhi was good...but he kept lifting the ball...even to his own player...but definitley loads better than me...

I felt i played best against teck whye coz i had more possession of the ball...and i was getting involved....against sentgkang i felt i would have been more involved if i did the tackles by myself...but i just couldn't let go of my position....we were attacking mostly on the left i was right forward at that time...so nothing much for me to do....anyways..sengkang's defence was not so good at stopping bouncy balls...and so sam and i took advantage but we were week on our passing...the score ended as 4-1....but i think it would have been 2-1 if we didn't let them get the shortcorners...and we would have drew if hass was keeper...(i'm not saying sd sucks...sd was awesome in that game...he impressed me...alot but hass is the better keeper...) i scored the goal...although some said that samuel had the last touch...coz yiwen reversed the ball...i ran in first...the goal keeper saved it it landed on the pitch and i reverse jabbed it into the goal but sam's had the final touch..but form what i saw it was already inside...before he jabbed it in...anyways who cares....

we are confirmed out of teh tournament...unless...sengkang only won us..and lost to teck whye,northland and ORA but i think they will win ...coz we knw teck whye only had one win.....northland...also one win unless they won teck whye..so itll be 2...and ora already won one and i think they will win us...coz today i didnt go....and they were winning 2-0 in 20 mins..and match had to be postponed coz of lightning...hope its on monday...then i can play....


anyways...dillon just aked if i can jam with him and his family for fun...and i was like so eager to go...and my mom is in the kitchen killing that crab...and i was hearung the knives and i was like nah ts ok i don think my mom would allow.. but then there's this guy called dixie...who's in a band called gypsy that used to be pretty famous in the local scene...and he has drum lessons...and its only 35 per month...and i wouldn't mind going for a month...hope my mom allows....

i labelled it like a rolling stone byb bob dylan...coz its the only song i can relate to know...creep is not really how i feel...i dont feel left out...i feel more on my own and without anyone....seriously i'm starting to hate more...came back at 20 30 today coz match ended at 4 left at about 5 ate at serene center reach there quite late at about 6....eat until quite long (hungry what?!) left there at about 7 plus then got the bus at 7 30 reach home at 8 30...mom scolded me said match ended 3 hours ago and tt mr arul called everyone else and they said they werent with me...fuck lah i was with bryan..jetter...yiwen...alexis...haqqim...samuel (he left early)... fucking irritating...when ppl misunderstand you and they think you are some person in the wrong...my mom then said u wasted 3 hours of travelling///and u could have done wonders with tt time studying.... and im suppose to "throw away" hockey....but come on...it's not like im asking for a vacation to even malaysia...??? all im asking is to go trng coz i like trng its fun and helps me unwind and relieve my stress... so jansenites game will probably be without me.... sji can still do well...i suck...

im damn depressed now...firstly coz of this stupid shit incident...secondly coz i wasn't first team...arul should let more sec 2s and 1s play instead let kelmond and gareth control the defence...tim tan forward and muthu at left half...frkeak they are everywhere...i played most of the second half as right half... mr arul was like "big job u can handle or not?"..anyway i felt i played alright but could have done better and be mroe composed and all ears...i seriously am deaf when with the ball...all i do as right half...is tackled the bastard (lol im not saying that teck whye are bastards..they are very kind sportsmen who play like sportsmen... i call all my opponents bastards..) and then do some weird shit...and cross in...with bouncy hit... but porblem is bryan and akhi who were mainly in center....wanted to play more back and were shouting like crazy for the ball..i didnt hear...well well....there was this time where i actually got pretty close to assisting a goal...but sadly i dunno what happened in the 'd'... we lost 2-0 stupid foolish goals...i think could have been better if we just put our best team on the pitch....



i dunno bout jamming too....