i labelled it like a rolling stone byb bob dylan...coz its the only song i can relate to know...creep is not really how i feel...i dont feel left out...i feel more on my own and without anyone....seriously i'm starting to hate more...came back at 20 30 today coz match ended at 4 left at about 5 ate at serene center reach there quite late at about 6....eat until quite long (hungry what?!) left there at about 7 plus then got the bus at 7 30 reach home at 8 30...mom scolded me said match ended 3 hours ago and tt mr arul called everyone else and they said they werent with me...fuck lah i was with bryan..jetter...yiwen...alexis...haqqim...samuel (he left early)... fucking irritating...when ppl misunderstand you and they think you are some person in the wrong...my mom then said u wasted 3 hours of travelling///and u could have done wonders with tt time studying.... and im suppose to "throw away" hockey....but come on...it's not like im asking for a vacation to even malaysia...??? all im asking is to go trng coz i like trng its fun and helps me unwind and relieve my stress... so jansenites game will probably be without me.... sji can still do well...i suck...

im damn depressed now...firstly coz of this stupid shit incident...secondly coz i wasn't first team...arul should let more sec 2s and 1s play instead let kelmond and gareth control the defence...tim tan forward and muthu at left half...frkeak they are everywhere...i played most of the second half as right half... mr arul was like "big job u can handle or not?"..anyway i felt i played alright but could have done better and be mroe composed and all ears...i seriously am deaf when with the ball...all i do as right half...is tackled the bastard (lol im not saying that teck whye are bastards..they are very kind sportsmen who play like sportsmen... i call all my opponents bastards..) and then do some weird shit...and cross in...with bouncy hit... but porblem is bryan and akhi who were mainly in center....wanted to play more back and were shouting like crazy for the ball..i didnt hear...well well....there was this time where i actually got pretty close to assisting a goal...but sadly i dunno what happened in the 'd'... we lost 2-0 stupid foolish goals...i think could have been better if we just put our best team on the pitch....



i dunno bout jamming too....