been sometime since i posted...about 4 days...(i think)...anyways...life has been better...i 've been to trainings regularly...and i think i have improved in hockey the past few days....okay...but life is really bad for sji in hockey now....first we were in a bloody hard group...teck whye...(they are skillfully not as good as us..[i think] but they are much fitter than us....),sengkang,northland and RI...teck whye we lost foolishly...coz of bad team communication and as FEK (keenan...a.k.a :fat emo korean) would say...bad "cohesiveness"...against northland...it was a fluke...6-0!!!! and fiesta we drew with them 0-0 even though akhi wasn't with us... i dunno maybe...it's their pitch...but personally i think i played like shit as a right half....and it was alexis' first time trying center back....but i dunno....the defence has to improve....keenan is too blur and not hard on his tackles....alexis is struggling with the bouncy stops...and does not have much experience...darrel is ok but has to e quicker in clearing the ball...keenan has the same problem...and there is just too much ball watching....against northland...i kept falling down and got alot of astro turf burns...coz their pitch was damn rough...and also i had alot of cramps...( i was lucky enough to make it to the match and i am thankful....) i tried my best and it sucked..peronally i felt the best player was bryan...coz he was the most consistent and controlled the defence as much as he could....akhi was good...but he kept lifting the ball...even to his own player...but definitley loads better than me...

I felt i played best against teck whye coz i had more possession of the ball...and i was getting involved....against sentgkang i felt i would have been more involved if i did the tackles by myself...but i just couldn't let go of my position....we were attacking mostly on the left i was right forward at that time...so nothing much for me to do....anyways..sengkang's defence was not so good at stopping bouncy balls...and so sam and i took advantage but we were week on our passing...the score ended as 4-1....but i think it would have been 2-1 if we didn't let them get the shortcorners...and we would have drew if hass was keeper...(i'm not saying sd sucks...sd was awesome in that game...he impressed me...alot but hass is the better keeper...) i scored the goal...although some said that samuel had the last touch...coz yiwen reversed the ball...i ran in first...the goal keeper saved it it landed on the pitch and i reverse jabbed it into the goal but sam's had the final touch..but form what i saw it was already inside...before he jabbed it in...anyways who cares....

we are confirmed out of teh tournament...unless...sengkang only won us..and lost to teck whye,northland and ORA but i think they will win ...coz we knw teck whye only had one win.....northland...also one win unless they won teck whye..so itll be 2...and ora already won one and i think they will win us...coz today i didnt go....and they were winning 2-0 in 20 mins..and match had to be postponed coz of lightning...hope its on monday...then i can play....


anyways...dillon just aked if i can jam with him and his family for fun...and i was like so eager to go...and my mom is in the kitchen killing that crab...and i was hearung the knives and i was like nah ts ok i don think my mom would allow.. but then there's this guy called dixie...who's in a band called gypsy that used to be pretty famous in the local scene...and he has drum lessons...and its only 35 per month...and i wouldn't mind going for a month...hope my mom allows....