yeah.. fuck you..an ode to no one


okay emo emo...results like shit..tts why had the post famine... results was seriously beyond bad..my worse so far! but life goes on... and i learnt along the years.. when u fail in a subject u usually get an a1... u obviously feel disappointed and maybe if as sensitive as me suicidal....but as i learn..failure is nothing... it seriously isnt..better fail now than in o levels..or streaming... but i cant say that all the time..coz in my o levels if i screw up i can also say the same thing and aim to do well in tertiary..but lose out.... so yea...i feel suicidal and disapponted ocassionally when i reflect on what happened..usually when im aimless...restless and lethargic..

other than that..i think of something more terrestrial like...rather than a bunch of triangle without its hypotenuse side labelled... yeah u know what i mean...

seriously...(incognito for terrestrial; the heaven)

the heaven is like so damn likeable and its just so....conversational...and friendly..i said hello 2 heaven (haha pun..refer to temple of the dog) and heaven waved back... and even said hello.. but saddest was when i was walking past ....heaven apparently said hello to me first.. but i didnt know and just walked away.... silly me..but at least i know heaven is friendly! yay heaven! but sadly heaven is going back on teacher's day...

so... hey jude and 1979 is the line up for our performance...i think... today jammed damn late in the evening... about 7 45 ended at 9 05... we focused on perfecting 1979 alone and no messing around..but it was just me josh and dillon... so at first i attempted vocals..with dillon on the squire... but fucked up the timing..so i just did drums..which were like fucking easy...and lol i was trying out sunshine of your love..and josh took over vocals for a while..he wasnt so confident to i went back in for vocals... and well timing was off a bit... but i think it sounded ok... but later on it got better...but josh is doing 1979 for us...;for the real thing..so just getting familiarised..so anyway..

tmrw... rehearsal in school at 8 am... and later got plmgs concert to attend.. digital music.. called black and white something... with dillon and joshua... i just hope rehearsal we dont screw up and alan johnson better give me a fucking bass drum!