Geek U.S.A

im checking out smashing pumpkins stuff AGAIN! i can;t believe i was like only a fan of ava adore last time.. i cant believe how much talent i missed! mellon collie and the infinite sadness,adore,gish,zeitgeist ; these albums are their best for me.. but its so cool how they evolved and seperated..like with d'arcy and james iha... lol james iha really remind me of a cross breed of michael jackson and yoko ono.. and he's really talented.. and d'arcy of course..lol the eyecandy... she's a good bass player also.. but she's like actualyl damn essential to the whole band but...dunno why even without james and d'arcy and only with billy corgan and jimmy chamberlain i still like them... billy corgan is of course like the kurt cobain of the band... and well jimmy just owns...he seriosuly rocks.. i;m like baffled at how he does tt geek u.s.a thing...

so well switch back to reality... i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate jude tan.... i tot of not saying it but i can;t hide it..he's an idiot...he demoralises people alot.. im telling u..he probably failed literature.. coz he does not know anything about emotional iq... dt day i just came back from helping ms lim run some errands and was having a snack with dillon,josh,josiah and tim da silva just came down... and he was like .."tim u hang out with themm..u're only going to fail.. everyone here;s gonna fail..everyone here... " and like i said.."i just came back from helping ms lim run some errands" and he was like..wtv u say.. u're still gonna fail.. im like ftw!?!?!? fuck you asshole! and he was damn asshole to tim... i dunno if tts a way of moralising somone.. but now i noe,..he hates me.. i hate him.... im never gonna ask him for anything..im gonna prove him wrong for common test..im studyign hard for bio...really really really really really hard! i need to do well !!!!!

and okay next subject... a gay guy is gaying with me on facebook... sigh..some guy called nathan james from singapore...and he is supposingly gay and ihave no offence with gays and then he started gaying me..and i was damn pissed so i just tao him....i tot he was like some guy who just wanted to add me coz like he likes the same music as me or something..i mean i have had ppl who added me coz i have same taste as them....mostly overseas americans..conor edgar..john consentino jr...neil dantas...and some weird guy who deosn speak english and has nothing in common with me..husseying tedibrili..

and auditions for teacher's day performance went unexpected.. we met ruizhi alastair adil and kevin there.. well we did our thing and my sis bf helped me with the set of just a hi hat and snare.. so well we did hey jude..and we didnt do so well coz of bad timing and wish you were here with abrar also screwed up.. then we were like damn pissed with ourselves so we went near the piano coz joshua was like..just try rehearsing by the piano..and i brought my set and all ..we started playing..lol and we got alot of attention and omg we rocked! there were like ppl we dint noe..going.."Remember to let her into your hearT!" and then lum...kevin...adil started coming.. and then the drama teacher came and she was like.."wow that was great!" then i saw alan johnson from downstairs he was at the staff room..he couldnt hear us so i was like waving at him... then he cAme down and we played again..and he was like.."wow that was great... come again on friday and get ur forms.." we were like ftw..tt was so like beatles rooftop concert! lol...at least i came back with compliment of both my drumming and singing..i used brushes so noting to wow about.. but alan johnson said he liked the effect of the way i use the brushes and he also said my voice was good! yay at least nopw i dont feel so insecure... and thanks to hass for singing.. dillon for pianoing.. abrar for guitaring in wish you were here, lum for guitaring in hey jude and joshua for managing so well..