listening to dazed and confused now..coz that is how i feel...i am so confused in studies...the way i suck at math and maybe even bio is worrying me! lit is fun and i like it...english is normal...tamil is retarded..lol mother tongue class was damn funy today...it's only 9 of us..and like stupid tamil teacher damn pissed coz like 3 quarter the class never do the hw and she was like u noe women...."yelling"...like what i learnt.never argue with a woman.it's a battle in vain! so she was like yeling and lol i really couldn;t control my laughter...shankar kept turning back and chucking to himself.and lol shankkar looks like elmo..so who wouldn't laugh if u see a real elmo laughing at u! and gabriel was being a whinney ass rantling i his high pitch voice...lol...i was laughing like hell and u could tell she was dan pissed with me...but i really dont give a damn and maybe this is just part of growing up..like what JT said...u decide to test the paience of ur teacher...but u noe i tot of not doing my hw again..but she;s a human being so ill TRY my best...

so well..im looking for jack kerouac stuff so if any of u happen to posses a novel of his...pleease pleasse pleassse lend me! desolation angels would be best...

and so now im reading abc murders..really interesting but i can;t really read much now coz of common test coming up...

and now nic told me that cgs ppl are calling me 28 jew...(to talk like the autistic protaganist in curious incident)...i do not really like this as they treat me like i am not there... often people try stressing the unpleasant fact of what you are to simply bother you..that;s what my teachre said...

to tel you the truth talking like the protagonist francis boone helps alot..it helps me analyze myself although i feel retareded and left brained..like mr kooh! he has to try eating the humble pie..

oh yeah and latest news from teacher's day rehearsal...well we tried doing today by the piano just vocals and piano..i did back up and im disappoinyed in myself...wtf...why today my voice cant go higher! ahhh heck...im hoping i dont crack my voicebox before teacher's day.....anyway we trying to get adeline tan to help hass in vocals coz he tends to stress himself too much..he;s good but he tried going where he has never been before.. welllll syafiq was telling me that usually if they ask u to bring ur own set they will provide ride and crash..let's hope so..coz if so i dont need to use brushes...which im not experienced in yet..