changed my skin again! well i got it from some werid site that had limited skins. But i found their skins simple yet really cool. I wanted another one, because i liked the background being grey but the header was a girl listening to music.. so it was too feminine...

so anyways, I just remembered what I've been wanting to reflect about; that being the choice of wanting to become a psl; peer support leader.I really don't mind because I already had that plan sketched in my mind when i was in sec 1 attending the orientation camp. My psls, being lee hoe,abel and leon were nice people.. i knew leon from primary school though, but leon was the one who accidentally flicked a coin into daryus' eye and so daryus had to go home and he couldn't attend the camp.. evil evil evil leon...call yourself a psl... :P.. jkng jkng... he didn't mean it, but omg, after that daryus' eye was just red on one side..

so i so want to be a psl, sigh..looking at all the new sec 1s...i'll most definitely feel nostalgic about how i was in sec 1.. sec 1 was a very fun year; the sji age of innocence. You really have an excuse to forget,disobey,screw up and basically just do anything wrong. Now that we're in sec 2, it's like getting into trouble for the most simple and mundane things; but it's discipline and i guess ms lim's punishment being very treacherous,annoying,unjust and inconvenient for the latter.. is a form of practice to prepare us for the future.. because like what raymond wong said... ms lim's style is.. "one for all".. because if one person does something wrong; that mainly and majority of the time being andrew, we all get punished... somehow or another we don't hate andrew for getting us in hot soup majority of the time because he's a comic that we all enjoy... but it's very unfair when someone who isn't the most comical or sociable person in class, gets us all in trouble and we just jeer along...

it;s a sad a fact, that in a class like ours, you have to be popular to be given a piece of mind. It's basically just how it's like anywhere, and it is pathetic because it's unfair to those who just don't have socialism in their veins... you either have it or you don't..and if you don't.. that's too bad, like they say..go with the flow

I still have not practiced my essay, and i'm going to do it in the afternoon, and i don't know if i should take an eye's rest now...

sleep as the art of james weldon johnson says.. is like a shortlived death.. which is a good thing, because you escape from the world's disasters and it's simply like a world with a closed pandora's box...

~KuMs~