u noe the feeling like whenever you feel that you are not like the person you taught you were and then u keep telling yourself, i'm gonnna change and all... yeah im feeling like that now.. i kind of like the feeling but i hate the feeling whenever you just can't change yourself no matter what.. come as you are.. easier said than done cobain... but look at u.. u died saying that... haha.. (desperate attempts to humor myself seem to phail!).. anyway

today was studious.. i woke up at like 12 pm..check my facebook,friendster,blog and check if mr michael poh had replied to my message if he could actually send me the whole hey jude clip... (first gig..got memories ok) but he hasn't replied..

then got down to work on lit anthology of poems.. and i have to say it's pretty challenging.. like its damn hard (it's damn badass to type this while listening to little green bag by george baker selection.. the idea of weed gets me into bad ass mood) to find poems that have diff structure that relate to ur selected theme.. i eventually settled with time by pink floyd comparing with rabindrath tagore's endless time.. which is total opposite of the message in time... so yeah i'm lucky that tagore wrote such a poem... it would have been nicer if he actually wrote one more line and it would have been a 14 line sonnet..:( and so i wouldn't have to look for another sonnet...and well odes are long.. and alot of em are just u noe... and then i settled with lesser evil by george orwell.. reminded me of the 1st thing that came in my mind when i saw "stairway to heaven" or "highway to hell" you know what i mean...

those are the ones that i have finished notes on structure and meaning..which i wrote alot of words..almost one whole page with font size 12... and then i proceeded to finish another math paper with alot of difficulity due to my hatred to that ridiculously painful, treacherous and onus subject which i keep failing ... its probably coz i hate mr kooh.. getting tuition for it soon... i can't unleash my wrath on a paper to prove my disregard of mr kooh.. it only proves asinine and pointless...
i mugged everything about biology already.. covered mainly the ones i suck at and missed out due to my absence in class... sex (why do i suck at a topic i would prefer one of the most useful???),digestion and transport in human... and then i didnt study any other subjects today.. because i felt biology needed alot of attention.. and so subjects i have mugged are

biology (tick)
geography (tick)
lit (almost there... 2 more chapters)
chem and physics (need notes.. borrowing from julian after hols.. have to jot down everything by tuesday)


yeah that's it...

anyway like my skin???i dunno i think it's perfect for the song landslide