wouldn't it be really cool, if like lennon mentioned, there was no religion and countries, that way; there won't be wars, disputes, disagreement, reacism and etc. and no hell below us and above us only sky... lennon, i don't say you are a dreamer, coz you're not the only one; it'll happen one day, but just not anytime soon...

but we have to admit that our world is basically an appratues designed to judge us, human beings... wether you fall easily to temptation, flattery, failure, success, ditractions etc. it's like this experiment or maybe somewhat like a dichotomus key isn't it? like how if you have self control you end up in A or B or whatsoever;

Speaking of Distractions, i catched the show last night at 12 30 am... really cool show and bloody entertaining.. contestants have to answer "general knowledge" questions while being distracted by something.. last night had (as usual) a very entertaining batch of contestants; Mark, being the one who had sex in all states of America! haha..really funny when he said ,"you know at first it started off somewhere locally and we took it lightly and then I was like..hell yeah we should do this more often; and there went Texas" and the other contestant being Bert, who is from china but American born and sells sushi and The a girl ; i forgot her name ; but i rmbr she used to fold madonna's underwear and the other one was fynn..didn't get much about her...

so first round was that they had to buzz in if they knew the answer to the question and their buzzers..were.. to drink a cup of hot sauce and bang it on the table.. and ironically the questions were like... "which band conists of members, anthony kiedis,chad smith,flea and john frusciante" and "which famous pop star wrote the hit single, hot stuff?"...

second round was that they had to answer questions while getting thrown around by 2 wrestlers who were 2 heads taller than em'... very amusing...

Last round which lated with only Bert and MArk, was by far most rewarding for them... they were each stationed to a bed and everytime they get an answer correct they get a frking hot girl on their bed.. haha poor Mark, he had sex too many times it became so muhc of a distraction Bert stole the win.. but best was when a blonde hopped into Bert's bed and the host said, "i think the Iq in that bed has just doubled"

so moving on to the day... we started off with chem this week and I can't bellieve Mrs Lee was talking about how hard the exam would be and her strategy to finish up atomic structure, chemical formulae, periodic table and sec 1 topics by this week and she happened to say.." and if you FUCK this up.." I paused for a while and then i was like..did she say fuck? and ahmad was like.. oh my god she just did! That just goes to show the gravity in Mrs lee about our FYE... (crossing fingers)

oh yes and literature was again reliefed by some other teacher; some old teacher... and he wrote chapter as "chop.????" on the board... sigh.. poor thing.. I didn't really bother actually thinking alot about the chapter about the quarrel btwn brutus and cassius because i couldn't really understand it that much... need help... PLEASE!

HAd math remedial; and thanks Qin han for helping me with algebrain manipulation; i can understand those sums now but i still don't get question 6 and 8; sigh... but i think i'm going to take it more seriously and I'm going to finish up the 2006 paper 1 and 2 tmrw PROPERLY.. I am so damn nervous for math..

Thankfully there's a shimmer in everything dull, so alexis and I have planned vaguely about holiday workout; because we need brawn; :P