so i was reading winston's blog after quite a long time..and what grabbed my attention the most was definitley his post about his detestment for his father..and as i looked at his reasons..i kind of think thAT teenagers these days are getting a bit too narrow minded..coz they probably dunno how other people's fathers are.. like look at mine. I bet if winston had my father as his dad..he'll die. But i feel for winston coz..i really feel compared to mothers and fathers, fathers are the worst.

ill give examples to how my dad is, from what i learnt from the past 2 days not like what other dads are like..

my dad has had 3 wives.. and probably has another one in bangalore, india right now.. first was my mom, then a malaysian one, then a nepalese one..and i wont be surprised he has one in india right now.. coz he likes having sex and he already has err.. (calculating all of his wives) 7 kids..from diff countries

he is also quite a control freak. apparently, he spies on us using his 8 stupid.good for nothing evil sisters in singapore... and he even called my eldest bro saying he knows what he has been doing and even talked about some of his "dirt".. and my bro said he lost all the respect he ever had for him.. and he says stuff like.. oh..im dying.and none of u send me any cash or anythingand none of u ever come to see me.. but strangely..that coughing voice that he uses in the beginning starts to die out towards the end. not a very good actor dad.. not even worth a nominee

i have so many things to say about him..but i dont want my blog to appear as an "emo" blog ..full of sadness, insults and hate. and that's an oath i wanna keep. coz a cyber blog..is only limited to saying some things and not everything

and also..i fell proud of myself for being able to appreciate mr jude tan for all he has done..after a very simple letter from him i received today. he said that if i have any problems making the payment for the psl camp thingy. i should not fear asking him. it totally changed my mind of how i tot he was a "demoralising, no life asshole". and i actually feel good to have dedicated a performance to him on teachers' day coz he is actually a very nice person. like severus snape..or doctor cox from scrubs.. haha he who risks what other people think of him to help others.. what a nice guy.