can't wait for tmrw's training. i guess im just gonna concentrate more on gaining my fitness back and improving my sprinting. im really going to take this B div season very seriously. and more like i'm going to take everything i do seriously.
and im really starting to think about how..i;ve come to acceptance to many things.. for example...


u noe how the "cliched" singaporean parents are. "oh john. u got straight As? wow. u deserve an x box for what u have done!"



just like how i hated those kind of parents.. i can't believe i have come to acceptance with it. i have no idea why i have to be so..petty in my impressions of those kind of parents. coz now, my mom said i can get what i want..so long as its within the 200 dollar mark. and that's something i need and appreciate. coz she owes me alot and definately not for this year.. coz this year i did shit.



but i hate to use the term ,"she owes me".. after all ..she has been the one who stood behind me all this while.. and the results were what i owe her.. wow im starting to become those typical singapore kids; all fed with silver spoons... thank god for the economic crisis.. we need to learn how to live man.. all living so lavishly..spending here..and there.



it seems like ..the older u get, the more u spend. so damn true.. and its not coz of "responsibilities".. it's coz of what seems to be .. "the need to impress others".. it is important to impress others but.. wow as the years go by, the more things we have to impress others.. the more we impress others the more money we lose..



i still rmbr in primary school, how i hated those kids who had fancy hair.. thought it was a way of "expressing their need of attention"... i mean if ur hair looked normal no one woul;d have cared if it was ugly.. so why make it the center of attraction? ur only asking for trouble..

and speaking of trouble.. i've not been getting into the kind of soup i used to get into in primary school.. get scolded for the most stupidest of reasons.. "oh u didnt bring ur english textbook, NOW FACE THE WALL"... now its more like.. "u came late for training, ok do 9 laps"-arul

oh yes..and speaking of "punishment" (if u know what i mean).. any opinions on whom u'd rather do? Angelina jolie or Rachel BIlson.. its hard to pick coz both of em are of diff ... "groups".. one's a hot sultry milf who has the best lips in the world.. while the other is a small little cutie. yeah the hardest of all... would u like ur lady hot or pretty? with or without milk?

anyway.. why singapore no metalfest? i noe maybe coz of market. but imagine if like.. motorhead,judas priest,testament,iron maiden and maybe err..anthrax or.. just the big four. tt'll definately cost like err? 300 ro 400? haha.. they probably never will come to singapore.. no market at all.. wow posting this shit at 06 52..gtg in 8 mins for trng.