fuck man. i woke up late today for training. and i woke up at 10 instead of 5 30.. training is from 8-10.. i was freaKING PISSeed with myself. coz according to my sis.. i woke up at 5 30 and then went back to sleep at 5 40.. i didn't know i had the habit of sleepwalking.. and another way to blame this is my fuckign alarm. i put it as calm like a bomb by rage.. but instead.. my sis said it didnt ring as a song but some default ringtone.. fuck,.. i tink i'll just stick to interstate love song by stone temple pilots.. coz i always tot.. either wake up or calm like a bomb by rage would wake me up... im definately sure anyone would wake up if they heard calm like a bomb..

(slow bassline riff..)
(whispers.."feel the funk blast repeatedly)
(OH FEEL THE FUNK BLAST!!)
(MORELLLO SCREECHING!!!!)

so i also feel damn bad coz i was suppose to meet jack art bedok mrt at 6 45.. fuckl lah.. i feel damn bad.... first time i ever overslept for hockey training.. why? coz i can't seem to sleep..

according to my mom.. if i cant sleep i should take a jog at the stadium like for like about 20 minutes continously.. i should be able to sleep.... but i always thought jogging helped me wake uP!

so.. i've made another person like the smashing pumpkins..hahaha!... so this is how it went.. my attempt.. was to convert jack... a fellow metalhead, and rock junky.. so since he liked rock.. i tot maybe.. ask him give a listen to siva from the album gish.. and he said he didnt like it tt much.. but found it quite interesting.... then.. i tot... a bit more mordern.. zero!! lol and he immediately liked it.. coz of the lyrics and harmonics... and also the myth in the video.

EMPTINESS IS LONELINESS
LONELINESS IS CLEANLINESS
CLEANLINESS IS GODLINESS
AND GOD IS EMPTY JUST LIKE ME

it;s such a good verse! but the songs from em' that stand out for me are stand inside your love from the machina:machines of god album and thirty three from mellon collie

STAND INSDE YOU LOVE


the video is damn nice also.. and especially the lack of colour that makes you want to think its a dark and eerie thing.. like the whole machina album... all the songs are more or less metal except fro this oen and maybe the b side speed kills.... but the video is a tribute to an oscar wilde play by the name salome.. it's a tragedy written in 1891.. abotu some girl by the name of salome.. who's the stepdauyghter of some pro guy from the herod anitpas thingy.. and has to get the head of the jokanan (john the baptist) on a silver plate.. to her mother;s delight and to her father's dismay..

so in the video.. the maind character. slaome.. is corgan's girlfriend.. Yelena Yemchuk.. she also designed the cover of corgan's poetry collection later on..


and then this song.. thirty three.. is a freakin awesome song.. wirh a pretty video




the video was directed by yelena yemchuk and corgan.. and i have to say.. she got good taste in art.. like all the images and characters in the video are dammn nice.. like all the nymphs and aall