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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

"Yeah, no one likes a smartarse but we all like stars, that wasn't my intention, I did it for a reason, it must have got mixed up, strangled, beaten up, I got myxomatosis,I got myxomatosis"-Myxamatosis (judge,jury and executioner) by radiohead

Myxamatosis

such a funy title right? i dont even know what it means.. but i think it fits my situation. failed chem and a math class test.. feel damn down already..and what makes it worse is the fact that i cant seem to get the answers for half of the polynomial identities excercise....and i dunno..i just dont feel like doing physics assignment 3.. i looked at the first 2 questions and im like..wtf? how the fuck are you supposed to do? you know the kind of procrastination kind of feeling.. but it isnt really procrastination? sigh..at least im done with everything else.

i feel deprived for some reason. like a hungry african child.. yearning for something.. but i cant seem to figure out what it is im yearning for. like its something to do with lust.. not love, not porn. (xD) im serious..i just dunno. like that feeling of something missing in you.. like you're this big jigsaw puzzle..and there's this tiny piece missing..and you cant seem to find it.. and you probably will never find it. must be the damage all that psychadellic music inflicted in me. (yes especially jimi hendrix.. third stone from the sun is freaking psychadellic!)

my bro was reading watchmen today and he finsihed it.. he said he foudn the ending retraded..i was like..wtf? 26 year old saying its retarded? i mean..its an awesome ending!@!@ he said he finds it really really insane..like why kill rosharch and why is it ozymandias has to kill half of new york to prevent a war.. and i reasoned it out..with whatever a watchmen fan would say.. rorschach is one who sticks to his policies.. he is a very constant person.. u noe..like how he must do things the right way.. his own rendition of right.. and dr manhattan has his code of conduct too.. and ozy doesi it.. coz he's not like them at all.. like some super naiive dude.. almost like a robot.. absolute perfection..no mistakes..

and then i pondered to myself.. is it perfection we huimans want?

like.. is really why we enhance our technology and stuff.. like isnt being human synonymous to imperfect beings.. thats why we feel jealous,happy,angry,lust.. thats why we feel.. right? but at the same time.. everything needs a balance i guess.. so if i was an 8 year old reading watchmen.. i would say i would so wanna be ozymandias..and would probably keep saying in my head,"wouldn't it be nice if the whole world was ozymandias?" but now im like.. "wouldn't the whole world be a shit hole if everyone was ozymandias?"... andim sure ..10 years down the road something else wouild ring in my head.. ozymandias is really a fucking robot.. 12 times human intelligence, isnt what we want.. it makes us less human than we really are , right? and in a world like this.. in a place like a school.. being smart isnt a curse after all.. despite the fact you pose as a threat to many. but why doesnt anyone react? someone so smart.. so smart that he cannot be spoken of as a human? people give him nicknames.. and one of em is "OZYMANDIAS!"

"I dont mind being the smartest man in the world, i just wish it wasn't this one"-ozymandias

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